New Goal. New big goal which I am determined to rock. Today I was kept in bed with vicious cramps. Because of that, I did a lot of thinking.
Recently I have been thinking about moving to England (I printed off all the necessary forms today and have collected all the documents) but at the same time although I am a dual citizen applying for my passport so I can live and work there, I have never been there!
I was planning on going over having saved up more money and having lost all the weight I need to. Maybe even having had the eventual surgeries I will need to remove the excess skin I have ( and of which there will be much more of by that point). I assumed I would go over with enough money to stay if I wanted to but unsure if I would. I would stay with family and travel for a couple months, look into schools, see family and then decide.
I came up a new idea today. Going over for two weeks in April to see if I like it, visiting family, looking into schools and seeing some sights. I also do have another motive for this that I haven't really talked about yet. I won't lie, it involves a guy. That isn't the main reason but it'll make the trip even more amazing. Then if I decide I want to move I have to start saving all over again.
I can't say for certain I am going to do this, I need to see if I can get an incredibly cheap flight closer to the time (C'mon Air Transat!). However I am going to act as if this is what is going to happen. I have things I need to accomplish if I want to go around the first of April, some that are wants and some that are needs. I will however, again treat these all as needs.
Goals Before Trip To England:
- Save up another 1500 dollars. In two months. With pretty much no employment, that makes this incredibly challenging. But if you think I am above doing everything with the exception of selling my body or becoming a hitman you are so wrong.
-Lose 21 pounds by April 1st. This means losing an average of 2.3 pounds a week over the next nine weeks. I am terrified of hitting a plateau. I haven't hit one yet and I'm positive and paranoid it's coming. It will be challenge at this stage to lose 2.3lbs a week but I will work my ass off, literally. It will bring me to the BMI range, overweight and not obese.
-I have to finish Biology which which will take some hard work but is entirely doable and I want to be almost finished my math course by the time I leave.
Big goals. Worthwhile goals. Huge payoff.
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